Every Day, Every Moment

For so long, I have been living a repetitive day. I was sick and tired of it so much that I hated sunrises and sunsets. Waking up early morning, doing stuff that would help me learn or just kill time, and going to sleep early was my only routine, and I seemed so lost. Sleep isn't as effective as it used to, and it just tires me more. Always looking for someone or something to blame only made me hate myself even more.

It feels like it will be forever — or so I thought.

Until one day, I met this girl who literally changed everything. She knows days better than I do.

Meeting her was just a coincidence, but I'm definitely sure it's destined.

Let me tell you about her.

She's not just a typical girl you'd usually think of when you heard that term. There's something about her that would make you look at her, and when you see her, you'll never know what's going on inside her head. The way she looks and reacts to things, it's just way too different. The way she talks and laughs is just magical, as you'll feel several emotions, not just one. I'm not even joking if I say she's someone out of a novel. She's unique. She's that one song on your playlist that you always play repeatedly every day. She has the universe in her eyes, and you'll never believe me deep she is. She's an embodiment of the word enigma — but that is her charm, and she really feels like home.

Everything changed all of a sudden, and it's all because of her. The sun showed up and ended my rainy days that doesn't seem to end. Finally witnessed a light on my darkest nights, and she became my day.

She's more than who she is, and I've been lucky enough to know her stories, and I badly want to hug her. She just wants to be a protagonist of her own fairytale, but the world was so cruel. I barely cry watching movies or dramas, but it always makes me teary when I think about what she went through. It makes me sad how she doesn't see herself the way I do, but I hope I can make her feel different.

For so long, I have been living a repetitive day. I was sick and tired of it so much that I hated sunrises and sunsets.

This time, it's different. I always look forward every single day, and it's always because of her.

It's because she's my day.